A civilisation. Not a horde. Not a swarm of darkness. A civilisation with cities and books and engineering and art, erased so completely that even the land they'd lived on was declared dead.
I sat on the stone floor of the library, surrounded by the preserved knowledge of a people I'd been taught were animals, and felt the architecture of my entire worldview begin to shift. Not collapse — not yet. Collapse would come later, when I found the war records. For now, it was just a tremor. A crack in the foundation.
I spent four hours in the library. I couldn't read the texts, but I could study the illustrations, the maps, the diagrams. I found engineering schematics — machines, structures, systems of irrigation and energy distribution that were more advanced than anything in Amaravati. I found medical texts with anatomical drawings so precise they put our healers' manuals to shame. I found star charts that mapped constellations our astronomers hadn't catalogued.
And I found a book that was different from the others. Smaller, bound in red leather, with a clasp shaped like a three-headed serpent. Inside, the text was written not in Asura script alone but in a dual script — Asura on the left page, an older form of Deva script on the right. A translation. A bridge between the two languages.
This was the Rosetta Stone of the Asura civilisation. With this book, their entire library could be decoded.
I took it. I shouldn't have — it wasn't mine, and taking it felt like theft in a way that entering the library hadn't. But I took it, because I understood, with the instinct of a man standing on the edge of something vast, that this book was the key. Not just to the library, but to the truth.
I climbed back to the surface. The Wastes were grey and silent. The blue light in the fissure faded behind me, as if the library was closing its eye. Dawn was an hour away. I had time to get back to the wall before my relief arrived.
I made it with twelve minutes to spare. I hid the book in my quarters, under the mattress of my cot, and went to the mess hall for breakfast. Rice and dal. The cook had not achieved enlightenment.
But I had achieved something else. Something that felt, in that ordinary morning light, like the first breath after being underwater for twenty-two years.
I had a question. The first real question of my life.
What if everything they taught us was wrong?